Thanks, Grantmu for that and I hear you. The 30 has done well but also had a down till 25/6 then up +-700 then down then the present good up run. I also know that what one 'thinks/feels should not be part of trading but at these levels I was just loath to trade long. But as I said this is not the way and just trade the system, whichever one that may be, is the way to go. But then trading is not easy and not many actually make money in this game. It takes discipline, belief in the system that one follows, take the inevitable losses and guts. And good trading to you and lots of the good stuff in your pocket.
I am sure everyone trading will say they have been in the same spot as you are now, I know I was.
I found that I needed to slow down and make things as simple as possible, so I have 2 charts open on the T40, the 10 that I watch all the time and the 30 to slow me down, I found that finding an entry point I used to jump right in, now I see the entry on the 10, then do verifications with where the MACD is, where is the stoich, what is the direction, is it after 930 in the morning, is the FTSE in daylight savings or is the FTSE open, where am I in the bollenger. If all that is OK then I jump, all that time may loose me 10 points but I have a better chance of mitigating the risk.
I also needed to stop going for the big one, if I have 5 contracts at the start of a run, I may sell 1 or 2 at the first stop off where the market goes sideways, sell another at the next stop and so on. I make less overall money but the money I have made is in the bank.
money you make in 5 minutes, wealth take years.
G